Honestly I am very VERY sad.
JUST.SO.SAD
So many things happened these couple of days/weeks/month, it is not like I don't keep myself in check but this is seriously getting too much...
All I can say is GOD SAVE ME
GOD SAVE ME
GOD SAVE ME
Who else knows better but You?
I am generally a happy person, but I guess happy people break down too... just because I am wearing a smile doesn't mean I okay...
What should I do to turn this sadness into strength? I try analyzing the human heart, but I can see no logic in it...
I wish, I wish, I wish... but seems like it will only remain a distant dream~
